Outcasted!!!!

i realized the greatest fear of my life, which i never wanted to be in for. i realized at some point of time you need to be you and just you with your thoughts and perceptions taking place and your decisions that would only count on. the concept of I is the truth. there would also be people, who love you, with you - your inner aura. but,at times as we live our life would have to be lived with our personal decisions that have been nurtured from all the lessons learn t in the past.

swindling upon the reels of lived life, which is was then melancholy, is the one that gives me the potential to tackle the worst of situations. from the stations of India, to the rooms of the US its been a journey - lived.

coming to the worst of my fears, of being alone, which i realize i have been all through has come true today, i guess. agony, pain, claustrophobic, being in the midst of everyone and still being a noone, hope freedom with joy comes up at the earliest.

and all of a sudden i realize that true potential that raised in me, that it is you and your aura that is important and not the people around. may be they are not upto your potential, may be you belong to a different sect of individuals and there is still a lot to be lived and you might reach your destination.and giving this thought i also realized there were people with you in those bygone days and would also be with you in present and past. its just that thought process of identifying them and surgure to life. another lesson learnt.