blanked out!!! thats the present state of my mind as i sit on the wee hours of this friday morning. i sit in complete consideration of penning down this blog for this one giRl of the utter many in my life, and i sit in such blankness of thought, mind and soUl filled in pain. ask me, who is she? why do you love her so much? would you do anything for her? and my answer would be as blank as i am as of now. i really dont know. but as me do you love her? and in would without second thought, with coherent consistence would say "yes" period.
i am not sure what the end result of this exPerience would be, but in the process i have felt, thought, dreamt, implemented, chased, requested, regretted, antagonised and empathized feelings in such extreme states, just to realize that there is one part in me that is me in whole and in complete love with this girl.
what can i say, such is the influence of her, that a virtually impossible being whom everyone considered would never fall for this very pretext, got blindfolded and tangled into. its as if that the hell is broken loose and it is with one strong emotion that i am considering it down under hoping that the end would result in the happy ending note.
but the truth, be said, at the end of this soon forseen drama, would give me a good lesson to learn, regardless of the result. i sincerely prAy to gain that strength to tackle and digest it to lead, without engraving her name if it goes in the other way.
