Complicated Love!

as ecstatic as it sounds, trust me its complicated... i have seen various versions of it and as i experience my own flavor, i realize it is a complete mess, if i have to put my minds thought to it. but to my unknown conscience i would rather prefer dealing with it rather than putting an end to it. its an experience to learn and would suffice my basic nature of living the learning process.

if all what i have experienced till now is just infatuation considered, then this one is ought to be tru love. but its not a joy ride though, some times i feel like evading the present and get back to my past of living the machine way. but lest the human existence would be devoid if the task at hand is not tackled with.

for now i would try to deal with it, with the possibilities of getting the advantage point becoming a bit weak, but as said the difference between winning and losing is one bloody inch.