Sunday, April 25, 2010

Conditional Love!

There is no such thing as "Unconditional Love" atleast in my case. I was questioned of being not settled in life, of not having enough bank balance. The grounds on which my heart was shattered into pieces. I have loved her unconditionally, for which I was judged upon these options. I realize that I am only an option in her life and not a priority. I realize that what I have endured is to the very minuscule to her and to my utter disappointment, there is nothing called Love.

Love, trust, confidence are all faint words and are just fictional and cinematic in life. Unconditional affection is only from those who are kin. To get into a relationship, the fairer sex always needs money. With this I have lost trust in love, but my respect towards her are intact. Let thy Lord shower her with the richest guy.

For loving her unconditionally, i would rather die in peace seeing her happy with the comforts in life. I know given the amount of time, I would reach her expectations. But for a guy, who goes with the gut feeling, like me there no place to be with her.

With a very shattered heart, which is battered for one more time, I feel obnoxious for I cannot forget her. I know, I have to let go..but I can't as I loved her for what she is. Hope another faint word is what I need to sooth in for, at least to wait to rest in peace.

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