Forgetfulness!!

In the multitude of emotions, I was reiterating through all the moments of joy I have had in the recent past in a constant urge to forget, as told by the person whom I love the most, and later realized it is near to impossible to do so. After all that you have had on your plate, after all that you have gone through, it is impossible to let go if you have ever liked a person more than your personal self.

But, amongst all the if's and but's in life, that is possible only if you haven't took the relationship/love seriously in the first place. I sit back in this couch in a near death situation and think. Is it really worth it? I have given my best of interest to this wonderful girl to realize that the affection I meant was never taken seriously. As all the past memories linger in my mind, there is nothing that was never even tried to recollect in her mind.